On coming good

It’s been a bit if a dark patch. I think I’m coming good, though having the winter lurgies isn’t helping my state of mind. Thinking about and analysing (and probably over-analysing) the triggers, stressing about the avoided responsibilities, pretending nothing’s wrong with smiles and “upbeat”, are all part of a long time rhythm for me.

I’m grateful today for K, without her today, I would have simply been dressed for an exercise session, without actually doing ang exercise. And I’m grateful for M, as without her, I would have spent the day sitting on my bed, dressed in my exercise gear, and thinking about the work and exercise I should (and want to) do.
How do you keep a career going when dark patches frequent you? Haven’t worked that one out yet.

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